hys-

hys-
featured in guitarissimo album

ROMAJI

kaeritai ai takunai aishitai docchi na no ka wakaranai
hoshikunai kawaikunai kowashitai shinjitsu o shiri takunai (Aaaa)
kudaranai naguritai rashikunai de mo nani mo iidasenai
yume ga nai soba ni itai korogaritai de mo ashita ga mitsukaranai (Aaaa)

aa itsudatte MECHAKUCHA furi mawasareteru

anata o aishita watashi ga BAKA datta no?!※▲☆ Ah aimai wa KIRAI
hanashi ga nai nara denwa shinakya yokatta Ah chinmoku wa IYA
hontou wa konna watashi ga ICHIBAN girai

watasanai kikitakunai nemuritai kachimake de ha kimaranai
mamoritai nochi ni shitai tobashitai sono ichi ho fumidasenai (Aaaa)
ama etai yurusenai mondainai de mo shigeki teki de itai
ki ni shinai chikadzukitai owara nai demo Oh! What a Night Tonight! (Aaaa)

aa GACHIGACHI de GURAGURA tsumiki ga taore sou

anata no aisuru watashi ha mousou na no!!※▲☆ Ah ame ha KIRAI
yasashiku KISU shite gomakasu tsumori na no? Ah kimetsuke nai de
watashi ha anata no MONO ja nai

anata o aishita watashi ga BAKA datta no?!※▲☆ Ah nasakenai wa
konna ni itai no ni doushite suki ni naru no? Ah koukai ha IYA
hontou wa konna watashi ga ICHIBAN kirai

KANJI

帰りたい　逢いたくない　愛したい　どっちなのか分からない
欲しくない　可愛くない　壊したい　真実を知りたくない
くだらない　なぐりたい　らしくない　でも何も言い出せない
夢がない　そばにいたい　転がりたい　でも明日が見つからない

あぁ いつだってメチャクチャ振り回されてる

あなたを愛した私がバカだったの?!※▲☆　Ah　曖昧はキライ
話がないなら電話しなきゃよかった　Ah　沈黙はイヤ
本当はこんな私がイチバン嫌い

渡さない　聞きたくない　眠りたい　勝ち負けでは決まらない
守りたい　後にしたい　飛ばしたい　その一歩踏み出せない
甘えたい　許せない　問題ない　でも刺激的でいたい
気にしない　近づきたい　終わらない　でもOh!What a Night Tonight!

あぁ ガチガチでグラグラ積み木が倒れそう

あなたの愛する私は妄想なの!!※▲☆　Ah　雨はキライ
優しくキスしてごまかすつもりなの?　Ah　決めつけないで
私はあなたのモノじゃない

あなたを愛した私がバカだったの?!※▲☆　Ah　情けないわ
こんなに痛いのにどうして好きになるの?Ah　後悔はイヤ
本当はこんな私がイチバン嫌い

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

I wanna go home, I don’t wanna see you, I wanna love you, I don’t know what I want
I don’t want you, you’re not sweet, I wanna hurt you, I don’t wanna know the truth
You’re stupid, I wanna hit you, you’re not yourself but I can’t say anything
I have no dreams, I wanna be with you, I wanna fall but tomorrow is unclear

Ah, I’m always getting thrown from side to side

Was I an idiot for loving you?! Ah, I hate this vagueness
I shouldn’t have called you when I had nothing to say. Ah, I hate the silence
But I hate myself the most for being like this

I won’t hand it over, I don’t wanna ask, I wanna sleep, this can’t be decided by winning or losing
I wanna protect you, I wanna leave you, I wanna fly but I can’t step forward
I wanna depend on you, unforgivable, no problem but I wanna be provocative
I don’t care, I wanna get closer to you, I can’t stop but oh! What a night tonight!

Ah, the building blocks are shaking and are ready to come crashing down

Am I delusional for thinking you love me!? Ah, I hate rain
Are you planning to trick me with sweet kisses? Ah, don’t jump to conclusions
I’m not your property

Was I an idiot for loving you?! Ah, how pathetic
Why do I fall in love when I know it hurts this much? Ah, I hate regrets
But I hate myself the most for being like this

romaji by HTMSD
english translation by tenshi_no_hane

NB : hys- is probably hysteria